I don't want to acknowledge it!!!!!!
"Take this seriously, Ray," she is pleading with
me!
I don't want to REMEMBER it! I
don't want to think ABOUT
IT.
I don't WANT to face
anything!
TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY.
GOD you sound like YOU are going to cry!
Why are you taking this seriously why are you taking
me SERIOUSLY?
I had to get out
My skin was losing its shine
And if I could've stayed I met my own eyes in the mirror
You wouldn't see me this way Today. I swear I saw the outline of
But I'm young my skull
And I don't know what I want, hmm in the dark rings buried like ditches under my eyes.
Why, why must everything
Happen at once?
I'm waking, I'm rising, I'm moving
In sync with the sun
And I always do
I know that I'm heavy
And I'm sorry for crushing you, darling
I know that I'm heavy
And I'm sorry for crushing you
Like I always do
I AM GOUGING THE SKIN ON MY ARMS!
GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD!
I AM TIRED OF SEEING YOUR FUCKING FACE THERE!
The final day of August awoke
To a slow and horrible morning.
When I could not rebecome myself;
I could not remember who I was.